December 20+1, 2016
I had someone over yesterday morning.
It feels very ok not to have emotional commitment with someone.
All my love life, I have been always too passionate and emotional, fall in love too easily and fast, and feel miserable when I didn’t feel loved the same from the partner. And it has exhausted me.
Now I am not in love, but only fulfilling certain desire.
I might keep doing it until I find my new real relationship.